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Bernadette's Diary ❤

Bernadette's Diary ❤

“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.”

Bernadette|19|Lycean|Introvert|Passion for blogging and writing|A SUPERMODEL and BEAUTY QUEEN in my DREAMS.

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One of a kind Sunday. Thank you Lord. Kind of kilig morning + Unexpected money found at my jeans. Haha, ingiti natin yan ng super wide. :))))

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I know. I know. I have a lot of wishes ngayong 20 na ako. Ang dami kong gusto maexperience. But some of you knows how dreamy I am and how dreamy I’ll always be. So on my 20th year in this freaking world, I’ve got a lot of romantic wishes.

1. To have a sweet dance with someone I love

  • I never experienced to have a JS Prom or 18 dance on my 18th birthday that’s why on my 20th I wish to have a sweet dance with someone I really love. I want to dance to Ed Sheeran song and ALL OF THE STARS is my choice. Ever since I heard this song, I couldn’t imagine how does the story of TFIOS started and how it ended cause I’m not yet reading the book. .I wanted to watch the movie first. I wonder if Hazel Grace and Augustus Waters had a sweet dance in the story. That’s why I want to have a sweet dance with this music. I admit, while I’m listening to All of the Stars one time tumayo ako, pumikit ang positioned my hands na parang may kasayaw and iniimagine ko na kung sino sya. Haha, weird no? I know the song is not that much appropriate for that kind of moment but there’s something about it na gusto ko talagang sumayaw pag pinapakinggan sya.

2. To watch a fireworks show with someone I love

  • Yes, again. .with someone I love. I know some of you read my previous posts about this. Sana ngayong 20th year ko dumating na yung someone special na makakasama ko manood ng fireworks show. Yung dream kong scene na susunduin nya ko sa bahay, tapos habang nasa sasakyan kami magkukuwento lang sya ng magkukuwento ng mga nakakatuwang bagay, pagdating namin sa venue ok lang na kahit di na kami bumili ng ticket para mapanood ng malapitan yung fireworks kasi para sakin mas ok kahit nasa parking lang. While we are watching hahawakan nya yung kamay ko ng mahigpit. .ay ayoko na ituloy ang korni ko na. Haha, masyado na kong dreamy. Basta ayun! Or a hug will do, (blushes). Hi sayo kung sino ka man. Darating ka di ba? Mami-meet na kita ngayong 20 na ako. 

3. To go to a church I’ve never been through

  • Again, with my special one. Sabi nila special daw pag first time mo sa isang simbahan kasi may 3 wishes ka. Para sakin mas special yun kung ang magdadala sakin sa simabahan na never ko pang napuntahan eh yung special someone ko. <3 

4. To be in the middle of an open field and do stargazing

  • . .with my special someone pa din syempre. Ever since sobra na akong obsessed pagdating sa stars, constellation at universe. That’s why I want to experience a stargazing with someone that is really special for me. For me, that’s the sweetest thing a guy can give to his girl. Isn’t it sweet? Haha

5. To receive a bouquet of white roses and big stuffed toy

  • Honestly, I never experienced such things as these two. Never pa akong nabigyan ng ganyan. Ewan ko ba. Ok lang naman sakin na di ako nakaka receive ng ganyan every Valentine’s Day pero aminin nakaka-bitter din minsan. Haha, kaya ngayong 20 na ako and if mami-meet ko na talaga sya. .sana bigyan nya ko nito. Haha. That might sound so shallow pero aminin natin. .never yatang malalaos to. Kahit sino kikiligin. :)

6. To experience that hatid-sundo thing

  • Some pilosopo out there would probably say, sana naghanap ka na lang ng driver. Haha, I mean. .who wouldn’t want to experience this thing. Yung ihahatid ka nya at susunduin sa inyo. I think every guy should do that to their lady to ensure that they are safety. Syempre marami ng loko sa panahon ngayon. And malaking factor na kung di man palagi pero pa minsan minsan hinahatid ka nya sa bahay nyo at sinusundo para alam ng parents kung sino ang kasama di ba?

7. To spend so mush time on the cafe

  • Mostly some of the romantic things happened in the cafe. Ahmm, that’s based on the movies I watched before. Yup. I want to experience spending my time on the cafe with someone I really love. Coffee/frappe + cake + long stories that’s one thing I really, really want to experience. For me kase, pag nasa cafe ka parang lahat good vibes. Na notice ko lang yun and mostly puro couples yung nandun spending time with each other or maybe catching up sa mga araw na hindi sila nagkita. Sweet. Haha

Ang babaw ko no? Some would say na parang ang materialistic, some would say parang unrealistic. Pero wala namang masama kung kasama tong mga bagay na to sa wish list mo. Haha. 

Google is so sweet. Haha.

Mula nung nag-join ako sa Facebook, tuwing birthday ko madaming bumabati sa akin. Yung iba di ko kilala, yung iba kaibigan ko, at yung iba crush ko. Haha. Laking use ng Facebook kasi pag birthday ng bawat isa satin nagse-serve to as a reminder para sa mga friends and loved ones naten. Pero this year napag isip-isip ko, mas maganda ung yung mga babati sakin eh babtiin ako hindi dahil nakita lang nila sa Facebook ko pero dahil naalala talaga nila. Yun bang sincere yung pagbati. Kasi yung ibsa pag nabati sa Facebook, ang sasabihin lang eh HBD, Habeerday! Yung totoo? Kaya naman naka-Only Me yung birthday ko sa Facebook para alam ko kung sino yung kusang makakaalala ng birthday ko and sa totoo lang hindi sila umabot ng bente. It’s ok kasi yung mga bumati sakin through text at nag-message sa Facebook. .sila yung mga taong alam na ngayon yung special day ko. Salamat dun sa mga friends ko na bumati lalung-lalo na sa text at nagsend ng mahahabang message. Sobrang naaappreciate ko yung mga ganung bagay kasi kahit isang araw I feel special. Haha. 

But at the same time, nakaka-sad yung pag set ko ng Only Me sa birthday ko kasi alam ko na walang chance na mabati ako ng crush ko at nung taong lagi kong inaabangan na bumati tuwing birthday ko. Yung kahit na ilang segundo nag-abalang bumisita sa profile ko at mag-type ng HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Teka nga, makapag-throwback.

Nug una at pangatlong beses na binati nya ako ng happy birthday. .nag wall post sya. Yung second yung meaningful for me kasi I remember, one of my batchmate sa IT bumati sakin and that girl happened to be his tropa tapos nag-comment sya dun sabi niya. .HAPPY BIRTHDAY. DITO NA LANG AKO BABATI KASI DI AKO MAKAPAG-POST SA WALL MO. Super smile at kilig ako nun. I called it effort somehow. Iba kasi pag in love ka, pag may tama ka. .lahat parang may meaning kahit alam mong wala, kahit alam mong illusyon lang lahat. Syempre dun ka na lang aasa sa mga sweet something and little things gaya ng pag-like, comment or ayun nga. .pagpost nya sa wall mo pag birthday mo. Nakaka-sad kasi this year di niya ko nabati. Malay nya ba naman niyang birthday ko. Gusto ko, the next time he’s going to greet me. .alam nya talagang birthday ko kasi natatandaan nya or tinandaan nya. Eh muka namang malabo mangyari yun. Asa naman! So ayun. Haha, naikwento ko lang. :))

Happy birthday, berna!!! 🎂🎁🎉

Thank you, Jiselle. :)

Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday to me. Happy birthday, happy birthday. .happy birthday to me. :))

So sad I have to say goodbye to my teenage year. I can’t imagine how I reached this new chapter of my upside down kind of life. Is it because of my friends? My family? Trials? Challenges? Struggles? Experiences? There’s no specific answer, but all of them. Haha. I want a throwback! Really, how did my 19th went? My 19th really, really went well kulang ang isang gabi para ikuwento ko ang lahat lahat. I’ve been through a lot. Happiness, tears, sadness, trials, challenges, met different people, befriended with people I didn’t expect na magiging friends ko, been there. .done that, I finished college at 19 and most especially…nakita ko na in person at nakapagpa-picture ako kay MIGZ HALECO. Wala pa din akong lovelife, tanga pa din ako sa ibang bagay, natuto na ko sa ibang bagay. .ahmm madami. I’ve been to ups and downs this past 19 years of my life. Kaya naman ngayong 20th year ko, gusto ko ng bago. Ang dami kong gustong maexperience pero una sa lahat SANA PO LORD MAGKATRABAHO NA AKO kasi hindi ko po magagawa yung mga gusto ko kung wala akong trabaho. .kaya nga medyo nagtataka ako sa mga nagsabi na hindi nabibili ng pera ang kaligayahan. Paano kung wala kang pera? Paano ka bibili ng pagkain? Paano ka bibili ng ticket sa eroplano para makapunta sa lugar na gustong gusto mo mapuntahan? Paano? Paano? Haha, drama ko!

Ayun, sana talaga magka trabaho na ako. Tapos mag-iipon ako para mapuntahan ko yung mga lugar na gusto kong puntahan, kumain sa mga kainan na di pa namin napupuntahan, bilhin yung set ng John Green books at sobrang madami pang iba. Sana talaga. .para di ko na kelangan humingi ng pera sa parents ko. Tapos sana makilala ko na yung someone for me, ayy ang lande! Makilala lang naman, hindi naman beyond that agad. Eh bakit ba? Excited ako eh. I’m looking forward sa mga kaganapan ngayong 20th year ko sa mundong ibabaw. Sana less problems, more happiness, blessings and ultimate good health para sa buong family. That would be all, thank you. Haha.

Wishing all the best, positiveness and full of blessings for the 20th year of my life.

  • Me: God, can I ask You a question?
  • God: Sure
  • Me: Promise You won't get mad
  • God: I promise
  • Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
  • God: What do u mean?
  • Me: Well, I woke up late
  • God: Yes
  • Me: My car took forever to start
  • God: Okay
  • Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
  • God: Huummm
  • Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
  • God: All right
  • Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
  • God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
  • Me (humbled): OH
  • GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
  • Me: (ashamed)
  • God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
  • Me (embarrassed): Okay
  • God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
  • Me (softly): I see God
  • God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
  • Me: I'm Sorry God
  • God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.
  • Me: I will trust You.
  • God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
  • Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
  • God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...